Tuesday, December 27, 2016

Christmas - Lights & A Log

 Well, Christmas is over already! Definitely a merry one, though.

I took some photos of the lights outside our house. It's fun to experiment with lights against darkness. Unfortunately, the centers of the little bulbs keep getting whited out. But the shining glow surrounding the tip makes up for that, I think.



It's really nice to have columns outside around which to wrap strings of Christmas lights!

One of my favorites.






Also, I made a Bûche de Noël, otherwise known as a Yule Log cake, for Christmas Eve dessert! It was quite an interesting experience. This cake is basically a thin sheet of cake rolled up with vanilla buttercream, topped with chocolate buttercream, and textured and cut to look like a log. "Yule logs" were an ancient Christmas tradition; only, those ones were real logs. Today's Yule logs are cakes. I think I prefer that.

This one was an adventure. A day's work to make, at least for me. (Things get interesting when a recipe calls for the use of a candy thermometer... and you don't have one...) Still, I was completely satisfied with the final result.





It looks so professional!!



Oh, and re-watching It's a Wonderful Life was fun, too; such a good old black-and-white movie of how one discouraged man realizes his influence in his town and its people.

 "Amazing, how one man's life touches so many others." -It's a Wonderful Life

 Christmas was indeed merry, and I'm looking forward to 2017!

Tuesday, December 20, 2016

~Winter Wonderland~

Christmas is a time of wonder, which is why my theme for this post is "Winter Wonderland." But I'm not just talking about the beauty of the world at Christmastime. Instead, I want to emphasize the wonder of Christ's birth.


"Mary treasured up all these things and pondered them in her heart." Luke 2:19.

Here's a small Christmas story/vignette. I hope you enjoy!





Natalie pressed her forehead to the cool windowpane, watching the snow drift down from the sky. What perfect timing! A white Christmas after all. She and her siblings had been waiting tensely all day, running to the computer to check the weather reports, announcing each fresh result. And now, Christmas Eve afternoon, snow was finally falling. The pine-y scent of the Christmas tree hung spicily in the air and sweet whiffs of Christmas dessert preparation floated from the kitchen. The perfect Christmas.
“Please?” Noah’s eight-year-old voice begged in the kitchen. “Please, Mom? We’ll come in by five. It’s the first snow of the year.”
“No, it’s not,” Natalie heard Daniel object. “We had snow in January.” His was the voice of fourteen-year-old importance. Natalie grinned. He was only five minutes older than she was.
“It’s the first snow this winter,” Noah said, too focused on the vital subject to protest the contradiction. “Can’t we go, Mom?”
Natalie got off the couch, brushing past the Christmas tree and pulling tiny needles off her fuzzy sweater sleeve. The pine smell clung to her fingers as she headed for the kitchen to add her voice to the conversation. “Yes, can we?” she chimed in. Daniel nodded eagerly, and Noah hopped up and down with enthusiasm. Melody smiled, rolling out pie crust with an experienced hand.
Mrs. Jefferson looked up from the simmering cranberry sauce and tucked a loose wave of hair behind her ear. “Well… go ahead. Natalie, I need you to help Rachel, though.”
“Yes!” A collective cheer rang through the kitchen.
Pressing pie crust into a glass pan, Melody asked, “Are you heading over to the hill behind the playground?”
Natalie looked at Mom. “If we can…”
“Well, if you’re very careful,” Mrs. Jefferson said slowly. “And if you come home when the sun starts to set, maybe…”
“Do you want me to go with them, Mom?” Melody offered, scraping cherry filling from her mixing bowl. “The pie’s ready to go in the oven.” She picked it up and set it on the counter beside the stove.
Mrs. Jefferson glanced around the kitchen. “That would probably be best. I’ll bake the pie and store the cranberry sauce, and we’ll have done enough for today.”
Melody hurried over to the sink and began rinsing her hands. “Go ahead and get ready, guys,” she directed, reaching for a towel.
“I’ll get Rachel,” said Natalie. “Daniel --”
“I know. I’m helping Noah.”
“If I need any help!” Noah called, already halfway down the stairs.
“Oh, you will need help. I know what happens with you and snow boots and gloves.” Daniel started off in pursuit of his brother.
Natalie darted down the hallway to her little sister’s room, grinning. The hill behind the playground was the best place ever for sledding. High, steep enough for excitement, and gently sloped enough for five-year-old Rachel’s safety. She couldn’t wait.


                                                 
Cold wind blew the snow into the Jefferson siblings’ faces as they headed past the tan-and-olive-green playground. Already thick, snow heaped high on the curving slides. The snowflakes had gotten significantly heavier.
They stopped just beyond the playground, where the ground sloped down into a perfect sledding hill. Melody brushed snow from a bench and sat down, pulling out her phone. “Smile!”
Her siblings flashed smiles at the camera for about two seconds, then turned back to the hill. “All right, who’s first with the sleds?” Daniel called out. The Jeffersons had once owned five sleds, but over time, two of them had cracked with over-enthusiastic use. Besides, the hill was only wide enough for three in the best sledding place.
“Ladies first,” Noah pointed out, grinning.
“Why, thank you,” Natalie said, dropping an exaggerated curtsy made clumsy by a heavy coat and boots. “Come here, Rachel.”
Curls bobbing around her face, Rachel shuffled over, and Natalie laid the sled down at the top of the hill. Rachel sat down, and Natalie climbed into her own sled.
“I’ll beat you to the bottom!” Noah sang out, clambering aboard his own sled.
“No, you won’t!” Natalie gave Rachel’s sled a push and leaned forward. Her sled shot down the hill. Behind her, Noah protested. “No fair!” as he pushed off.
Natalie grinned into the frosty air as her sled bumped over the snow and finally slid to a stop at the base of the hill, Rachel beside her. Noah tumbled down only a few seconds after her. “You had a head start.” he complained, spilling out of the sled.
“You can race with Daniel if you want,” Natalie started up the hill, dragging both her sled and Rachel’s. At the top, Daniel claimed her sled, and set off down the hill with Noah and Rachel.
Natalie found a patch of clear, pure white snow, unmarred by any careless footprints. She lay down, sinking into the snow. Only a few feet away from her, the forest began, and the purple-gray shadows stretched across the snow toward her. Above her, the sky was deepening to a dark blue in which stars started to twinkle.
She shifted position, propping her chin up on one wrist in the snow, staring up into the sky. Was it a night like this, she wondered absentmindedly, when Jesus was born? Did Mary look up at the stars before she entered the stable? Did Joseph have to carve a path through heavy snow? Well, possibly not, since Israel might not have been northern enough for much snow at any time. Either way, what had that night been like?
The shadows stretched toward her, deepening to gray-blue. How beautiful the world was, as if it was getting ready to celebrate, too. The stars were like little white Christmas lights strung across the sky. “Christmas” trees stood close by -- tall pine trees adorned with small, sparkling snowflakes. The world was swathed in glittering white, decorated with unsullied purity.
A small smile crept across Natalie’s face. It was truly a winter wonderland, here. A winter scene that provided scope for wonder -- curiosity about the night of Christ’s birth and awe at the miracle of Chist’s birth. She sat up, and the wind blew her hood from her head, clutching at strands of her loose blond hair and whipping them into her face. Brushing them away with gloved hands, she shivered with both cold and excitement. Tomorrow was Christmas Eve. Christmas was finally here.
“Natalie!” called Melody’s voice. “We need to head back. Do you want another turn with the sled?”
Natalie turned and plowed toward her older sister. “One more,” she said, grinning. “Just one more.” As she approached the top of the hill, Noah held out his sled generously. “Only once,” he said. “I want to go home and get some hot chocolate.”
“Hot chocolate!” Rachel echoed determinedly, her eyes lighting up.
“All right,” Natalie agreed, leaping on the sled and pushing herself off. The sled shot off down the hill, skimming lightly over the shimmering blanket of white. Looking into the sky, she imagined it was carrying her to the stars, the gleaming host of the most perfect Christmas lights.

And now... a poem! I wrote this with the night before Christmas in mind.
Was it a night like this when He
Stepped down from heaven's holy joy
Descended from eternity
Came down to earth as infant boy?

Did snow fall cold upon that night
As shepherds guarded huddled sheep
When one star shone with glorious light
And naught disturbed the baby's sleep?

How did the angels' singing sound
On that great night so long ago?
How great the glory that shone around
As angels bid the shepherds, "Go!"

What did the shepherds think as they
Clustered 'round the baby small
Pondered o'er the marvel great,
"This little child is King of all."

We too stand in worship and awe
Marveling at His wondrous grace
The child who came is Holy God
Come to take our sinful place.

So on this night lift up your voice
For death is conquered by our Lord!
On this night we all rejoice
And thank Him for His grace out-poured!


Merry Christmas!

Tuesday, December 13, 2016

Advent - Photos and Reflections

Advent means "coming," or "arrival." Specifically, the coming of Christ. We celebrate it every December with lights, candles, ornaments, red and green, festive foods (peppermint bark, anyone?), beautiful music, presents... and most importantly, praise to God, who sent us the Savior. Christmas is the celebration of Jesus's coming -- Jesus's "advent."


A Christmas tree is a tradition for my family. It is also a treasure trove for a photographer. Beautiful branches, lights, ornaments...

O Christmas tree, O Christmas tree, how lovely are your branches!


Lights are difficult but fascinating to photograph.

Deck the halls piano with boughs of holly!

Hark! hear the bells
Advent.
It was something the Jews had awaited for years -- Christ's first coming. It's something that we celebrate at this time every year. It's something that we await now -- Christ's second coming. 

O come, O come, Emmanuel,
And ransom captive Israel,
That mourns in lonely exile here,
Until the Son of God appear.

The people of Israel awaited their Messiah with eagerness. Held under the relentless thumb of the Romans, they hoped the Savior would be a conquering King, one who would shake off the Romans and bring them peace. After all, why else would the prophet Isaiah tell them that the Messiah was the Prince of Peace? The Son of David, a shoot from the stump of Jesse, a branch from the line of David, was coming to bring them peace!

O come, O come, thou Lord of Light,
Who to thy tribes on Sinai's height,
In ancient times didst give the law,
In cloud and majesty and awe.

Yes, he was coming to bring them peace, but not quite in the way they expected. God's purposes are always perfect, but they are not always the way we perceive them. Jesus came to the Israelites, just as the prophecies said. The people of Jerusalem welcomed him triumphantly to Jerusalem, shouting, "Hosanna to the Son of David!"

 O come, thou rod of Jesse, free,
Thine own from Satan's tyranny,
From depths of hell thy people save,
And give them victory o'er the grave.

Notice: they thought of him only as a glorious King and Deliverer. Of course, Jesus is, but he's also the Lamb -- the sacrifice without blemish or spot. He came to give the people victory over the grave and everlasting peace, not earthly deliverance from the Romans. He gives those who believe that eternal life and everlasting peace.

O come, thou Dayspring, come and cheer
Our spirits by thine advent here,
Disperse the gloomy clouds of night
And death's dark shadows put to flight.

He came. He died. He rose. He came humbly, conquered death, and lives now. Even as the people of Israel anticipated their Savior, we look forward to him, too. We look forward to the peace he promises. And that is what we await in Christ's second coming: a perfect and everlasting peace far greater than was experienced during David's reign.

O come, thou Key of David, come,
And open wide our heav'nly home.
Make safe the way that leads on high,
And close the path to misery.

So we celebrate his Advent. For he will open wide our heavenly home, he will close the path to misery, and he will give us everlasting peace. We have a truly glorious inheritance, and a truly glorious King.
Rejoice! Rejoice!
Emmanuel shall come to thee, O Israel.


All images by me.

Tuesday, December 6, 2016

A Collection of Reviews: Christmas Books


Christmas is coming, the goose is getting fat (or the ham, for my family), and school vacation is a perfect time for a bookworm. Here are a few holiday books that have been and continue to be enjoyed by my family!


This is a favorite among younger children. There are several versions of this story, but this one is probably the best one I've seen. Completely Christian and very sweet.
The Legend of the Candy Cane: When a stranger comes to a small town, everyone hopes for him to turn the abandoned store building into a different kind of store; and when the stranger shows his wares to the small girl Lucy, she learns more than just what this man plans to sell in his new store.

Let's now turn to some books for 8-12-year-olds. These family stories for Advent by Arnold Ytreeide have long been some of our favorites. 

Jotham's Journey: When ten-year-old Jotham becomes separated from his shepherd family, he searches for them across Israel, escaping robbers, making new friends, and all the while learning about the Messiah to be born. 
Tabitha's Travels: When ten-year-old Tabitha attends her father on their way to trace a small boy who has been kidnapped, it's only the beginning of an exciting adventure in which she must try to save the boy (a new friend of hers), rescue her father from the Romans, and help everyone she can, whether it's a Roman or the young woman giving birth to a special baby.
Benjamin's Passage: When ten-year-old Bartholomew's family was captured by the Romans and he was sent to be a slave, he never dreamed he'd find himself alternately rescued by helpful new friends and captured by greedy thieves, or that he'd ever meet his family again, especially in a stable in the little town of Bethlehem.

This sweet family story from Madeline L'Engle is another favorite.
The Twenty-Four Days Before Christmas: As recounted by seven-year-old Vicky, the Austin family joyfully celebrates the gradual arrival of Christmas with their special traditions, longing for snow, and preparing for Vicky's major role in church's Christmas pageant -- and hoping that Mother won't have to be in the hospital over Christmas to have her baby.

For teenagers and up, this short story by O. Henry is a must-read. 

The Gift of the Magi: In this tale of sacrifice, the young, poor couple Della and Jim decide that all costs they must give each other Christmas gifts, and the results are... well, I can't tell you what happens. If you want to know, you'll have to read the story. 

Classics are called classics for a very good reason. Let's add in some Charles Dickens. 
A Christmas Carol: Cold and miserly Ebenezer Scrooge never celebrates Christmas and fails to see why he should do so or even behave with kindness to those around him; but all this changes when several Spirits visit him and show him the Christmases of the past, present, and future, along with his role in them.

And now, a bonus -- two Christmas movies! 

A Charlie Brown Christmas: The Peanuts gang are celebrating Christmas, or trying to; they can't seem to organize their Christmas pageant just right, their tree is too small, and chaos reigns until they decide to learn about the reason for the season and what love can do.

It's a Wonderful Life: When a disastrous mistake causes struggling businessman and father George Bailey to wish that he'd never been born, his "guardian angel," Clarence, must find some way to change his mind.

Enjoy! :)

Tuesday, November 29, 2016

Thanksgiving Thoughts + Rainbow Reflections

Well, last week's Thanksgiving celebrations were fun. I played soccer, went ice-skating, participated in some glow-stick wars, talked/laughed with friends and family, consumed pie, consumed turkey, consumed rolls, etc., etc.

Another Thanksgiving has come and gone, and already Christmas is coming! It's unbelievable how quickly that happens. Still, as Aragorn puts it in Return of the King (movie, not book), "But it is not this day!" And so for now, some final Thanksgiving discussions.


A little while ago, I was able to snap a couple hasty pictures of a beautiful rainbow. So today, I want to focus on one aspect of God's character which is demonstrated by this rainbow:



God's faithfulness.

Thanksgiving is a day on which we celebrate another year of God's provisions and thank Him for them. He has been faithful. He is faithful.


Know therefore that the Lord your God is God, the faithful God, who keeps covenant and steadfast love with those who love him and keep his commandments, to a thousand generations. -Deuteronomy 7:9



This is a sign of God's faithfulness, which He placed in the sky after the worldwide flood, 
to remind us that never again will He flood the entire earth. 

He never has. And we know by this rainbow He's placed in the sky that He never will.

He is faithful. He gives us salvation, he provides us with what is best for us, he cares for us.

Thankfulness goes on after the holiday for it. I'm thankful for the times I've had this Thanksgiving -- conversations and fellowship and activities with friends and family, baking lots of amazing food -- it's been lots of fun . And I am thankful for God's faithfulness this Thanksgiving, so I conclude with the perfect words of a hymn:


Great is Thy faithfulness! Great is Thy faithfulness!
Morning by morning, new mercies I see;
All I have needed, Thy hand hath provided;
Great is Thy faithfulness, Lord, unto me.



All images by me.

Tuesday, November 22, 2016

Thanksgiving Media File

Happy Thanksgiving!











All Scripture from the English Standard Version. All images by me.

Tuesday, November 15, 2016

A Soccer Team of Fictional Characters

     

    This post was inspired by a conversation with a couple of my siblings. Together (with much laughing) we compiled the following group of fictional characters -- a group which we think would make a good soccer team. We love soccer, and books, so isn't it only natural that we would want them to combine? :D Also, for an additional challenge, we decided to only choose one character per author! Enjoy!
    
     Goalie - Rubeus Hagrid (Harry Potter, J. K. Rowling). He's part giant, so he's very tall and strong and would be excellent at blocking the ball.

     Center defense - Artham Wingfeather (Wingfeather Saga, Andrew Peterson). It is in this Throne Warden's nature to defend and protect at all costs, so center defense is the perfect position for him.

    Right defense - Lucy Pevensie (Chronicles of Narnia, C. S. Lewis). She's quiet, but enthusiastic, so she would make a good defense. Besides, Wingfeather Saga fans, don't you think she'd be great to work with Artham?

     Left defense - Ella of Frell (Ella Enchanted, Gail Carson Levine). Outgoing and spunky, she'd be confident enough to play alongside all these heroes. And she'd probably hit it off really well with Lucy.

    Right midfield - Westley (Princess Bride, S. Morgenstern). Dashing and courageous. Considering all that "man in black" mysteriousness, I don't think he'd go for forward. But midfield? Definitely!

    Center midfield - Legolas Greenleaf (Lord of the Rings, J. R. R. Tolkien). It's a wrench to only include one Tolkien character. But Legolas would make a perfect midfield, since he'll never tire of rushing all over the soccer field to help out whoever needs it most.

    Left midfield - Kaladin (Stormlight Archive, Brandon Sanderson). Kaladin doesn't go for the gold all by himself, which is might be the tendency of forward/offense players. He would stick in the center, helping out wherever he could to benefit the team. He'd be the one asking all the players their ideas for strategies.

    Right forward/offense - Kate Wetherall (Mysterious Benedict Society, Trenton Stewart). Kate is strong, enthusiastic, and unfailingly energetic. It would take a lot to tire her, and she'd be the one aggressively pursuing the ball.

    Center forward/offense - Arya Drottningu  (Inheritance Cycle, Christopher Paolini). She's an elf, so not going to run out of energy any time soon. She's not afraid to take on dangerous dramatic missions, and taking the ball up to the goal would sound like one to her.

   Left forward/offense - Jason Grace (Heroes of Olympus, Rick Riordan). Jason's a leader. Praetor of New Rome, etc. Arya would take center for sure, but Jason would still be at the top, ready to score and win big. 
  
   These people are all rather brilliant, so it wouldn't take them long to learn the game (if they didn't know it already, that is) and practice. Then they'd go for the World Cup! (It doesn't matter in the least that they're mostly from different worlds.;))

   Well, what do you think of this team? Who would you put together on a soccer team? =)

Tuesday, November 8, 2016

Remember.

    Never have I ever posted twice in the same day, but I wanted to write a note on today's election. It won't be long til we'll know who's been elected for the President of the United States of America. 
    It's an important moment that will determine the direction of the next four years.
    I'm not going to talk about the candidate I feel is best suited to run the country. I just want to give all Christians here (including myself) a brief reminder. God's in control, no matter what happens. His Word is more powerful than my words are, so here are some of them.

  God is our refuge and our strength,
a very present help in trouble.
Therefore we will not fear, though the earth gives way,
though the mountains be moved into the heart of the sea
though its waters roar and foam,
though the mountains tremble at its swelling. 
-Psalm 46:1-3

And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose.
-Romans 8:28

You who fear the Lord, trust in the Lord! He is their help and their shield.
-Psalm 115:11

The king's heart is a stream of water in the hands of the Lord; he turns it wherever he will.
-Proverbs 21:1

Who shall separate us from the love of God? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or danger, or sword? As it is written, "For your sake we are being killed all the day long; we are regarded as sheep to be slaughtered." No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither life nor death, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.
-Romans 8:35-39

    We serve a mighty God. Let's rely wholly on Him.

Ready for Influence!

     

        Everyone has something they fear.
        Spiders.
        Darkness.
        Heights.
        Death.
        And most commonly, public speaking. Getting up on the stage and talking to a group of people. It's a perfectly reasonable fear. And it's one we need to overcome. There are organizations and classes all over the country, all over the world, to train students in public speaking.
        Today, I want to talk about one specific organization that has been training me since I was about twelve. Several years ago, my mom signed a few of my siblings and me up for a conference hosted by the Institute for Cultural Communicators, and our family was hooked. We joined the Institute in the fall and became members of a local group, or "chapter," and we've been learning and growing with it ever since.
        So, just what is the Institute for Cultural Communicators/ICC?
       The official definition is "a global community empowering next generation Christians to influence today's culture." It's an organization dedicated to training young communicators for Christ. It gives students the tools to speak onstage with confidence. It provides opportunities for students to work on teams, hold leadership positions, and teach and mentor other students, all within a safe and friendly environment. You can check out a bit more on the About page of its website.
      It has been a huge part of my life.
      Last week, I attended and was on the staff for a conference run by the Institute for Cultural Communicators. It was a Communicators For Christ conference, a kind of conference that the institute has been holding for many years now. I want to talk a bit about what I learned and did at this conference, and why I love the Institute for Cultural Communicators so much. 
     One of the biggest things about these conferences is that the programs are run by teenagers. A group of five older teens (who were technically adults if you go by their age) put together the programs for the different age groups and coordinated them. They arranged for all the material that was covered during the event. This group is called the Ambassadors, and they're basically ICC interns who travel around the country to put on the conferences. They were helped by another team of older teens who assisted in the different groups and taught lessons. This group is the Student Instructors. Both teams were assisted by another team who basically helped out in any other positions needed, and this last team is the Apprentices. I served as an Apprentice this past conference -- but I'll get to that in a minute. Don't get me wrong, though; parents play a large role in these conferences, too. They coordinate the facility and the meals and many of the practical details.
     Anyway, it's just so cool that the students get to do the leading. I had so much fun working as an Apprentice. I was on a team of around 20-25 Apprentices, and together we learned and grew as a team. We met each other, talked with each other, laughed with each other, worked through team-building and goal-setting labs, and essentially became a real team.
      At the conference, I got to work with students ages 6-10. I got to help lead an activity and grow as a leader while explaining how it worked. I met so many people and renewed relationships with people I hadn't seen for a while, connecting over meals, through conversations (some very short, others long, all of them amazing).
      The theme of this conference was "Ready for Influence." The conference leaders shared inspiring stories of influence; influence they'd received, influence they'd given, influence they'd observed. My takeaway from this conference was their message that anyone can influence. Everyone has influence. Because I have siblings, I have influence, whether I choose to use it or neglect to use it. As a student leader in my local chapter of the Institute for Cultural Communicators, I have influence, however I choose to use it or neglect to use it. We can all impact people, and we do.
    As the Ambassador team quoted, "We can't all do great things, but we can all do small things with great love."
   
   I didn't have a major role at the conference. I didn't stun the conference attendees with an inspiring personal story. I didn't lead and train groups of students. In fact, my role was more behind the scenes as an Apprentice. Serving and cleaning up after dinner. Collecting name-tags. Cheering the younger students on as they gave a presentation.
    But one of the most important things you can learn as an Apprentice is how to lead when you're not in charge. It comes back to influence. In my smaller leadership role, it was important for me, and the other Apprentices, to be a good example for the students around us. We didn't have to be the ones giving the presentations. We needed to be a good influence.
    This is my fourth year with ICC, and I'm enjoying my time with it so much. Through this organization, people can and have conquered their fears of public speaking. It trains so much more than that, though; it provides training in mentoring, leadership, collaboration, thinking on your feet, peacemaking, media/technology development... Honestly, I could go on and on.
    1 Corinthians 5:20 says, "Therefore, we are ambassadors for Christ, God making his appeal through us. We implore you on behalf of Christ, be reconciled to God." We're ambassadors for Christ. We need to be able to communicate His message.
    And thanks to the Institute for Cultural Communicators, I believe I've been equipped to speak the gospel. Sure, I still do get nervous before I get up to speak. I'm in no way a perfect speaker. I have a lot of room to grow. And I have a safe and dependable place to keep learning.
    Everyone has fears.
    Spiders.
    Darkness.
    Death.
    But public speaking doesn't have to be on that list. It's a fear that can be conquered, and there are many people out there willing to help with the conquest.
    The Institute for Cultural Communicators is providing me with valuable training, and 
I'm ready for influence -- ready to be influenced and ready to influence.